A Journey

01 November 2010 ~ 1 Comment

I’m on a journey, a journey that doesn’t have an expected destination. This is crazy that I’m blogging about a subject such as this, but I’m letting the whole world know that I am looking for my biological parents. Shocking right? Well it is, if you didn’t know I was adopted in the first place. My mother, because of mental instability reasons, had to give me up for adoption when I was a baby, along with my sister, Emily. We were both adopted by the same family, praise the Lord! My birthmother was the one who gave me my name and insisted that I be placed where my older sister was.

So here I am, 20 years later, with a great childhood, a great family, and a great life. I am looking for my biological parents, not to fill a void in my life, because there isn’t one (not one that any earthly being could fill anyway). I am looking because I am aware that people die every day; there has always been some part of me that was comfortable in knowing someday I would meet them, but usually when I thought about it I always thought it would happen sometime in the future, and not at that current moment. But I recently realized I don’t want to look years down the road and find out that they’d passed away a few years earlier. So I’m starting the search now, going off what little information I have, hoping it will lead me somewhere. More updates to come!